Pick up the Pieces

Please glorious amazing lord help me. For I have fallen into a broken place. Not necessarily dark but broken. I thought I was over my last ex and then you gave me that dream reminding me that he was still there in my mind subconsiously. Lord I want to let go. And let go of someone I care about now and my ex. I need to start a new path in my life now and they are not what I want in the back of my mind. The to polar opposites that had drawn me in in many different complex ways. But they are my past. No matter how much my heart thirsts for the taste of  "feeling loved" I will prevail. I need my own time God. For months my faith with you as fallen. At this point I'm not really sure how to start all over again but all I can say that is and will always stay true is that I believe in you lord and you are truly the most incredible light. When the time is right and you know I'm for sure ready come into me and show me a new glorious world.